scaredoflossingyou asked: I miss you boo!!! I got my license so I will do anything to see u!! I hope your okay. I just got diagnosed with an eating disorder and my Mom flipped out and is still acting like she is mad @ me. She takes over my therapy sessions at Melrose every week!!! Hugs and kisses love you!!!
ahhhh come pick me up and lets party! and damn i’m sorry to hear that.. the demons never go away. call me soon sweetie!
you know what i realized tonight? nobody can make me happy. i feel emotionally drained. i just arrived home from my boyfriends, we cuddled, fucked, you know the usual. and the entire time we were together i couldn’t stop thinking about how our relationship will never work out, and how the only brightness i see is the comfort of suicide. the entire time we were together. it’s not the type of relationship where i can tell him what’s on my mind, no not at all. we have nothing in common, i’m sure we would be great together if i wasn’t so immensely depressed. but i have no interest in anything anymore. besides having a really epic trip. yeah that sounds pretty fucking enjoyable right about now. anyways i’m a big jumbled mess and thought maybe somebody would benefit from my rant. ha ha, that was a joke. well i’m hoping this dxm kicks in soon.